Posted By: Garywk
Doubt: is it a problem today - 03/23/17 12:05 AM
In my study today I came across the following quote from the beginning of a sermon given by Ellen White at Battle Creek in March of 1890. It is quite illuminating as to what she saw as the great besetting sin of God's people down through time, including her time and ours. It is the opening paragraph of her sermon that day.
The quote can be found in Manuscript 2, 1890.
As I read this I realized that this is very true. I have often doubted things, not the truths we have been given, but doubt concerning God really being in control of things, both inside and outside of my life. I have to say that these doubts of mine are lessening as a result of the trials I have undergone in the last 20 years. God has shown me that every time He brings me to a wall through which I can see no way around, through, or over, He opens a door through it if I will simply put my trust in Him. It is learning that lesson of trusting when things are the darkest and most formidable that God has been working on with me for a long time. I tend to trust too much to my abilities as He has given me a rather unique combination of valuable talents. To overcome that He has had to bring me to the point of utter hopelessness in myself. I count this as a major blessing for it has opened doors of faith that I never knew existed, and I must say that I brought a lot of it on myself for I have asked God to teach me the things I needed to know so that I might be fitted for heaven.
God really does answer prayer, but not always in the way we expect it.
The quote can be found in Manuscript 2, 1890.
Quote:
I want to say a few words in reference to faith. I want to say, brethren and sisters, it is not natural for us to believe, but it is very natural for us to foster unbelief. This is the besetting sin, and has been the besetting sin of God’s people. It has not been natural for me to believe for myself, and I have had very severe lessons on this point until I know that it is not safe for me to cherish for one moment any doubt. I never doubted the truth; but to cherish doubt in regard to myself and my work.
As I read this I realized that this is very true. I have often doubted things, not the truths we have been given, but doubt concerning God really being in control of things, both inside and outside of my life. I have to say that these doubts of mine are lessening as a result of the trials I have undergone in the last 20 years. God has shown me that every time He brings me to a wall through which I can see no way around, through, or over, He opens a door through it if I will simply put my trust in Him. It is learning that lesson of trusting when things are the darkest and most formidable that God has been working on with me for a long time. I tend to trust too much to my abilities as He has given me a rather unique combination of valuable talents. To overcome that He has had to bring me to the point of utter hopelessness in myself. I count this as a major blessing for it has opened doors of faith that I never knew existed, and I must say that I brought a lot of it on myself for I have asked God to teach me the things I needed to know so that I might be fitted for heaven.
God really does answer prayer, but not always in the way we expect it.