Sister Angie,
Iwill be praying for you, and wanted to let you know that you are not the only one dealing with a stressful environment.
I am currently either on or going onto short term disability due to high levels of anxiety and depression which was caused by the stresslevel at my work (doing the job of 3-5 people for over 2 years). My health has gone downhill which makes me susceptible to illnesses and takes a very long time for me to recouperate i.e. over 1 month so far and I still have a head cold.
God has something planned and he is Faithful & True, we need to pray faithfully, that it be according to His will, and not regard sin in our lives, and I am not saying you do at all but want to point out that this is in the Bible.
I feel that this is a time God has intervened and is calling your attention, and we need to seek His face and cling like Jacob did when he struggeled with the Angel, and prevailed. You and your family are in my prayers.
God Bless,
Will

Angie, I didn't know that your husband was home with a disability when I posted above. Perhaps he could watch the children then while you work. God opened up the way for every job I've ever had and He will help you too!

Keep praying and keep looking!

Debbie,
That's what Jay has been doing. He's been watching them while she worked..... They also went to his mom & grandma's house during the day.

Yes, he has been keeping an eye on the kids while I worked. It had been like that for almost 2 years, before the last month. It is a blessing that he gets the disability, esp. because the kids get it, too. The whole dependent thing. So, we are not completely without funds each month. It's just that there is more bills at the end of the money. We have 2 house payments, long story, a car payment, the regular monthly utility bills, (we are on the budget plan for our gas bill, which is a good thing, because we would have been paying $500US a month this past winter) plus cell phone bills, we can't get rid of those because we (stupidly) signed a contract, it would cost us more money to end the contract than to just keep paying monthly, and then, the end of this month is Jay's birthday. Most times, that would be a blessed event, but both of our car tags are due then... yeah. Sorry, I reverted for a minute to my sarcasm. I do that when I am feeling overwhelmed. So, here we are... Please pray. Am trying right now to see if I can get the car payment deferred for a month so that we can pay for the car tags.

My unemployment benefits came just in time to pay the car tags without having to get the car payment deferred. Now, we face another dilemma... our car insurance (full coverage on the car we are still paying on) is due the end of this month. We have been surviving so far because we have been getting assistance from the state with our food... we just got a letter in the mail saying that was being cut off completely (going from almost $400US a month to nothing). I still haven't found a job. I check different job search websites everyday and find nothing. My mother-in-law works for one of the local hospitals and said that there is an opening for an accounting assistant position in the hospital structure. She is going to get more information for me, I would like to have this type of job because that is what interests me... accounting. Didn't go to school for it, went for electronics engineering, but that doesn't interest me. It stopped interesting me before I graduated, but I figured I would graduate with a degree and then use that degree to pay for more schooling. I got pregnant instead. Anyway, I would like to have prayer still for this. Thanks all of you!

I have a job! I just got a phone call from the place I had my last interview, about 4 weeks ago. She said she wants me to start on Monday. There is a definite pay cut from my previous job, but I will be getting more than I am on unemployment. Thank you for your prayers. Please pray that I will do well in this job. God bless, and have a Happy Sabbath!

Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! All in God's timing. I am glad you have a new job, Angie. And, I am glad it is with an Adventist company! At least now you won't have to worry about Sabbath issues there!